As predicted, the 999 steps were to take 3
hours. I began my ascent at roughly 3 o’clock, so I took off fast up the
mountain; thoughts rushing through my head, processing experiences Bali, where
I will go next, my relationship with Anais, my path. I began to feel the wild
sensations of the mountain and the valleys that surround me and the ocean
filling me with life, strength and vigor as I walk barefoot on the stone stairs
past families of monkeys. Women balancing baskets on their heads filled with
flowers and offerings appear, most in thong sandals, others barefoot, most with
healthy, strong, wide feet.
As I begin my descent down the 999 steps (or 1700) of Lempuyang
temple, I cannot help but to reflect on my experience. Passing through the
gates of the White Dragon Temple, I entered into my first ceremony; receiving
the holy rose waters and white rice on my forehead: an indicator and
remembrance of the Ajna chakra and marking a cross of protection. As I begin my
ascent, I pass reverent, humble, fully dressed in white Balinese spiritual
beings gathering at the temple to celebrate the full moon and upcoming lunar
eclipse on this sacred mountain. As I pass by, I bow my head in prayer pose,
greeting everyone with “Om Swastyastu.” Most return my greeting with a wide
smile, bright eyes, and a gesture of prayer.
When I reach the top temple, I was
just in time for ceremony. Many gathered around, dressed in white sitting in
meditation as the priests began to chant. Ringing bells, chanting mantra,
burning incense, and offering flowers. The woman next to me passed me a stick
of incense and a handful of beautiful flowers. Realizing in this moment that my
intention is to live in my fullest grace, to fully be free, to not worry, to go
with the flow. The priest began to bless everyone with holy water. Flower
infused water collected from the inside of living bamboo. I watched as people
received this offering. He came to me. I put my hands out, and as he filled my
hands I drank 3 times. On the 4th I let the water touch my crown and
trickle down my spine. He gave me a pinch of rice, which I placed on my third
eye and behind my ears. As I opened my eyes a beautiful Balinese woman looked
at me in approval, smiled and shook her head. Incense filled my lungs and
prayers began again.
As the ceremony began to come to a
close, people stood up and filed out. I stood up, grabbed my water bottle and
backpack, and then moved to one side to allow people to pass. In this exact
moment, I recognized there is no use trying
to develop spiritually, it just happens. It is a natural gift. Truly, only the
grace of God has this power. We can do our best to be in the right place at the
right time, and open our cups to be filled with the sweet nectar of the Lord when
it is our time to be filled. I thought to myself, “Maybe one day I will have a
spontaneous Kundalini experience at a ceremony like this, where energy just
takes over my body.” The exact instant this thought came in my mind, a man let
out a horrifying scream. He fell to his knees and smacked the ground and dug
his nails into the stone. The priestess began singing louder. People developed
worried looks on their faces. Some grabbed different herbs, potions, flowers,
and eggs. A priest grabbed holy water and incense. This man seemed to be
possessed. Within a few seconds, another man screamed and his body began to
uncontrollably spasm while his rear-end raised high in the air and his chest pointed
towards the ground. He began hissing like a snake. Embodying the white dragon,
this man wiggled his hips back and forth as the other man continued to let out
blood curling screams while digging his nails further into the stone. The
priestess sang.
The priestess began to spin a broom
in her hand to clear the energies. Another man took his head covering and threw
it in the air. Uncontrollable laughing came from deep in his belly as he began
to fall. A few men caught him, and he continued to laugh. The priestess joined
him in high pitch laughter. As I watched in amazement as this continued for a
few minutes, I began to pray for love, healing and light to reach these humans.
In any moment of disbelief that crossed my mind, something spontaneous happened
to reaffirm that this was actually happening; these people were actually
experiencing a possession of spirit.
An old man looked like he was taken
over by a wild spirit. He fell backwards but his feet ran forward. Three people
caught him before his head hit the ground. They rocked his head like a child as
this old man let out deafening screams. A woman near by let out a cry and fell
in rigamordious, her hands clenched. People supported her from every side as
tears began flowing down her cheeks. The priest escorted the laughing boy to a
tree where he blessed him with holy water. The woman was then guided to the
priest, where he performed ceremony with herbs on her. The other three looked
as though they were in excruciating pain. The priestess began hypnotizing them
with her song. The tune brought the
snake-man to his feet and he began dancing with his eyes closed. The two other
men began to relax. The priest came over to them with copious amounts of flower
water, blessed them and said prayers to each of them.
The whole community helped with the
process. Bringing medicines, saying prayers and giving support where needed.
The group snapped out of their trance almost in synch. Light returned to their
eyes. Life was celebrated once again. The worried looks that everyone wore on
their face were wiped clear. People seemed clear once again of anxiety and free
to enjoy one another’s company. The ceremony ended with the laughing boy
drinking mouthfuls of blessed flower water. Smiles were exchanged and people
began to disperse. Another beautiful day in Bali.
Wow brother that is an amazing story, sat nam ji :)
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